CHOCO

Today, we celebrate all the beautiful moments spent with our dear kitty, Choco.

Born October 15, 2019, Choco was was the cutest little thing. At 15 days old, Choco went missing
and was found in the storage area at the yard and that was when he got his first real scolding.

He was always peeing on his grandma when he was still a baby boy. After Taal Volcano erupted, Choco and his siblings Butternut and Coffee plus Mama Alex came to live indoors in our bedroom. The adventures never stopped since then.

Choco would always play around my legs whenever I had something important to do. He made sure his presence was known. I really didn't get what he was trying to say. Maybe it was just his way of making "kulit." He would wake us up every morning and climb up on our bed to say, "Hello grandma! Get up, get up. It's time for us to eat."  Every time he would go outside and play, we would clap and be extra happy upon his return. He would spend the day sleeping under the bed and then would carry on being a playful and loving cat.

Today, he crossed the rainbow bridge and our hearts are left with a big hole. Thank you Choco for making ECQ and this difficult time bearable, for comforting us during times we cried, for making us laugh over and over again, and for showing us what unconditional love is. If only I can turn back time and rewind it a little, I would make sure your are still under my bed sleeping soundly.

We love you, Choco. The time with you was too short but they were the sweetest days on earth.

Run free! Enjoy heaven but don't forget us because we will never ever forget you. We love you forever, apo.

Colours of Cambodia

I knew it wasn't going to be easy coming here. Back in Singapore,
all you had to do was prepare a set of drawings and before
you know it, the fit-out work is complete. What was once on paper
is literally constructed in front of your eyes and built exactly the way you want it.

But that is not always the case here.

I think this country is so interesting, that in a span of 8 months in
Siem Reap, I've had a considerable number of  "colourful" experiences -- challenging,
funny, and unbelievable, to say the least.

First experience... Lost in translation, perhaps?

Don't get me wrong, I am not hating on everybody. I have met
a lot of great human beings who strive hard to achieve their goals.
I shouldn't have been surprised the first time I saw one work done by a local supplier,
but I was, and I certainly want to do something about it.

My wish is to leave Cambodia with a sense of fulfillment in knowing
that my colleagues and suppliers have a heightened level of appreciation for their craft.

My wish is for them to have a good work ethic, where the customers'
needs are met despite trying many times and failing.

Lastly, my wish is that I be given the patience and understanding
so I can impart the skills that I've learned to anyone here willing to receive it,
just as much as I am willing to learn from those who will take the time to teach
me new things.

This prayer below sums it all up.

God grant me the serenity
To accept the things I cannot change.
The courage to change the things I can,
and wisdom to know the difference.

Hello New Chapter

It is officially more than a year since my last post and I just remembered about
this old blog site of mine.

Here we are in an entirely  new town called Siem Reap, in the northern part
of Cambodia. It is an interesting choice because on our first two months here,
there wasn't even a cinema yet. It is indeed a far cry from the concrete jungle that is
Singapore. However, you have to surprise yourself sometimes with decisions such as this and I am not sorry I made the decision to move here.

We arrived here in February this year and spent 2 months training in Phnom
Penh, the capital. I must say, I like Siem Reap a whole lot better than Phnom Penh.
The capital is reminiscent of Manila in the early 90's. I always feel unsafe when I walk
in the streets due to warnings from colleagues and acquaintances. It sure does not have
a very good reputation safety-wise.

We managed to find a newly-built apartment in Siem Reap which had a Western and modern feel to it. Just a few touches here and there we finally felt at home, at least for this year.

Had to purchase two bicycles with baskets that are just way too cute not to post on Instagram.
Having a bicycle helps you save a couple of bucks on tuktuk rides daily.

Our very cute bicycles

So it has been officially 10 months in Cambodia, and so for the time being, we will call this home.

Who knows what will happen next?

Tomorrow marks our 15th anniversary and I think that is the only aspect in our lives that have
remained constant.

I do not mind that we move around so much, as long as we do it together.

Ciao for now.

 

Thou Shall Revive Thy Blog

I am reviving this blog from almost 10 years ago because it has proven it's longevity. However, I had to sign in through google and claim entitlement to tinymartini.blogspot.com and go through a few other quick steps.

Oh well, that's done. So here I am 10 years on, and a lot, I mean A WHOLE LOT has changed in my life. Nobody ever reads this blog. It has been a secret hideaway where I could just write about daily nonsensical things, rant to the universe, celebrate my WINS and leave it here for, well, my reading pleasure. And I have not done so in years. In fact, I've actually forgotten about its existence. I wish I kept it alive though. It would have been a fun chronicle of events to read. Now, I view Facebook for past events (yes there's no more Friendster and Multiply) but my best friend has been Twitter. You see, Facebook has become a marketplace. Back in the day when Friendster became a hotspot for sellers and buyers, I fled to Multiply to regain that sense of belonging and the intimacy. Well, it is just a cycle. Now it's Twitter and Instagram that make more sense to me. Funny, my Facebook account has been deactivated for quite some time now.

Other than all these coming and going of Social Media sites, let me talk about ME.
I've been residing in Singapore for the past 6 years. Wow. How time flies. Ive stopped speaking to some people. There are new people in my life and there are people who've remained close to me, if not closer.

Will give more details on the next blog. I gotta feed my turtles. Yep, I have 2. And my life partner (still the same person, hooray!) is almost done with her night swim. So, until the next blog. Ciao.

summer solstice

mah gurlfriends comin over tonight.. its a saturday and whattaheck.. i cant go out to party yet the party comes to me.. amazing.. the heat is killing me..
what's taking them so long?

tomorow at 6am the interior design staff's heading to quezon..

dat means il have circles under my eyes by that time from too much booze and lack of decent sleep..

dis week i might go to tali beach if im lucky..

was wid my baby the whole day.. ~snuggle.. i can do that for the rest of my life.. c:

summer's finest

these are the best things about the blazing heat of the summer in this tropical paradise..

-beach
-sand
-bikinis
-buffed guys
-sexy girls (here's the ratio.. 5 good-looking girls:1 hot guy)
-hot girls with hot guys
-hot girls with not-so-hot-guys (well love is blind.. and love is in the air)
-flings and romances
-gimmicks
-parties!!
-booze
-buco juice
-massages under the coconut tree
-and many many more

enjoy the summer heat.. it's not gonna last for long.. before you know it.. it's back to work again..

am happy the sem's over..

*sigh part 2

so sick of life.. am so tired..

i hate so many people..
people who make my life harder than it already is

is this a hate blog?

yeah i guess it is..

there's been nothing but a bunch of curses and complaints this freakin' year..

wwwwwaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

damnit..

*sigh

Working Hard Monkey Face

What's" Your George W. Bush Monkey Face?

rushing...

autocad..

monday morning..

deadlines here and there..

sigh....

watta week..

sickly me

Ugh!am v. sick.. I'm sniffly and my right ear is plugged up, everything sounds muffled. I don't have time to get sick.

my tonsils are killing me..

but i gotta work..

alice and gragra are sick as well..

i hate the weather..

contemplations

the e-lib is perhaps the best part of school after the i.d rooms.. it's a place where you can surf non-stop for free (well technically..it's not for free coz it's been paid for in advance..) trust me and my friends to hang out here the entire afternoon and not be bored..

ryt now jaimee's beside me.. we don't have pinoy which is a good thing coz it's the most boring class.. am lukin forward to seeing my bebybie today coz we didn't get to see each other for 2 days... wat a sickening feeling..

i dunno wat to say now except dat m feeling much lazier than i usually am..

was freaked out during my bus ride in the morning to see the guy beside me with cuts and bruises on his wrist.. why do people resort to suicide and self-inflicted pain?

i had to say a silent prayer for him before i got off at the next stop..

it's a sad world.. nobody can ever judge another person for doing unimaginable things such as that... sometimes i wonder why life can be so cruel.. a few minutes outside my home would make me see the bitter side of life..

but enough of that.. ders mor to life than sadness and pain...

my life's not perfect either.. but seeing other people's pain just made me realize

...life's not so bad as it seems..

morning ya'll

i just finished my paper for moral theology which i just posted here as well

it's very timely coz it's Ramadan day (i just realized it now)

am currently home but i might go out later to get some stuff..

i've been craving for coffee jelly but they probably won't let me drive since someone got killed yesterday and my parents have gone paranoid over the littlest things..

like last saturday.. it was just 1 am and my mom kept messaging me to go home.. at that very moment i was busy staring at bamboo ( he was at in vino)..

sis treated me to dinner at red crab and i soon felt dizzy since i had to eat most of it (she's allergic to seafood) we were having dinner at 11 pm and we were the only customers left.. that was kind of awkward...

jus before that i was with my baby.. we kind of fought earlier during the day but that's over.. am so sorry again.. :c i hate it when we fight.. and about last night.. i guess i was just really sad for not getting to see you.. sorry if i was grumpy...

im just missin' u badly... dat's why..

sadly..chauvinists exist

Several Greenhills homeowners associations launched a campaign and issued a letter to oppose the construction of a mosque in their area. They said this would result in security problems and higher crime rate.
This issue has gone so far that the Catholic and Protestant Church leaders have supported the Muslims saying that these Greenhills residents were speaking from prejudice and ignorance on Muslim culture and faith.
Within Virra Mall, Catholic prayer rooms have already been constructed. Why can’t a Muslim prayer room with tiled floors and an aircon be built as well?
If we base it on Ramon Reyes’ definition of morality, the Greenhills residents who opposed the construction of a Muslim prayer room would not even fit the deontological moral theory which is concerned with laws and obligations. Religious tolerance is the order of the day not only in the Philippines but in the Vatican as well. Instead, they took away the Muslims’ right to their religion and practice. If they can’t fully accept the Muslims, they should at least remember that they have a moral duty to respect other religions. As a matter of fact, we are all called to live harmoniously with our Muslim brothers who have long been stereotyped and lined with terrorism and insurgencies. We must learn to co-exist out of love for each other and for our God as well.
Jacques Thiroux says that morality deals with how humans treat each other to promote mutual welfare , growth, creativity, and meaning in striving for good over bad and right over wrong. In this world full of differences, it is still possible to attain unity, peace and progress. Though we take on different routes, growth and development can be attained without stepping on one another or pulling each other down. The residents of Greenhills have claimed that the mosque will be the cause of business downfall and the sudden influx of gangs and criminals. How can we achieve unity if we think like this towards our neighbors? Why do we treat our neighbors like criminals when we are called to live in mutual respect with one another despite our differences in gender, race or religion?
It is a pity that these residents circulated fliers around containing insults against the Muslims. Not only have they caused pain to our Muslim brothers but they have heightened the tension that everyone wishes to turn into peace.
Each one of us has a right to glorify our God. Everyone must be given the chance to express his faith. However, nobody among us can speak wrong of another’s religion, whatever our reasons might be.

princess muffy.. gej at the background

in the woods.. hehehe

me..moimoi..so happy together.. c:

not enough sleep??

wanted: food massage

right now..

i want a foot massage.. shit.. make it a body massage.. im so tired.. and so is gragra.. poor baby.. she's been helping out in every way she can.. thanks for that.. 18 days to go before our big day.. ;)

there are lots of things that need to be done.. however.. there's nothing u can do when procrastination strikes..

am supposed to be working..

am not..

at this very moment...
i just realized..

i hate my life...

love..love..love...

love is nothing but an illusion.. illusion that could bring both pain n joy to those entrapped in it.. after loving.. there will always be pain n memories that u could neva forget left in ur heart.. when the person u loved wif all ur heart leaves one dae.. dun feel too down.. its not the end of the world.. Coz nothing stays forever.. its always better to hav loved n lost.. rather den not to hav loved at all..there will be four people you will meet in life.. life is the process of finding love; every person will need to find four people in their life..first person is you..second person is the one you love most..third person is the one who love you most.. and the fourth is the one you spend the rest of your life with.. in life, firstly you will meet with the one you love most, and learn how love feels.. because you know how love feels, you can find the person who loves you most..when you have experienced the feeling of loving others and being loved, you will then know what it is you need most.. then you will find the person who is most suitable for you, to be able to spend the rest of your life with.. sadly, in real life, these three people are usually not the same person.. the one you love most doesn't love you.. the one, who love you most, is never the one you love most.. and the one you spend your life with, is never the one you love most or the one who love you most..she is just the person who happens to be at the right place at the right time.. which person are you in other people's life..??? no person will purposely have a change of heart.. at the point in time when he loves you, he really loves you.. but when he doesn't love you anymore, he really doesn't love you anymore.. when he loves you, he can't pretend that he doesn't.. same goes, when he loves you no more, there's no way he can pretend he loves you.. when a person doesn't love you and wants to leave you.. you must ask yourself if you still love him.. if you also don't love him anymore..do not keep him just to save your pride.. if you also don't love him anymore, do not keep him just to save your pride. if you still love him, you should wish him happiness, and hope that he will be with the one he loves most, not stop him from it.. if you stop him from finding true happiness with the one he loves, it shows you already don't love him..and if you don't love him, what rights do you have to blame him for a change of heart..??? love is not possessive.. if you like the moon, you can't just take it down and put it in your basin..but the moonlight still shines upon you.. in other words, when you love a person, you can use another method of possessing the person.. let her become a permanent memory in you life.. if you really love a person, you must love him for what he is.. love her for him good points, and the bad..you can't wish for him to become like what you like him to be just because you love him.. if he can't change to become what you like him to be, you should accept the real him, n not still expectim him to change..when you really love a person, you cannot find a reason why you love him.. you only know that no matter when and where, good mood or bad mood, you will wish to have this person be with you.. real love is when two people can go through the toughest problems without asking for promises or listing criteria.. in a relationship, you have to put in effort and give in at times, not always be on the receiving end.. being away from each other is a type of test, if the relationship isn't strong, then you can only admit defeat.. real love will never become hate.. when two people are in love.. they love to ask each other to swear, to make promises.. why do they ask each other to swear and promise? because they don't trust each other, they don't trust their lover.. these swear and promises are useless; "till the sky falls, till the ocean dry, my love for you will never change!" we all know that the sky will never fall; the ocean will never dry.. even if it does happen, are we still alive by then? be careful when making promises; don't make promises that you cannot keep.. swear by things that can never happen, because it can never happen, so no harm just saying it casually.. remember, "Swearing by things that can never happen are the most touching!!" which person have you found so far..??? in the world so big, which person have you found..??? and who has found you..???