when the nest becomes empty

Im ranting coz I didn’t see my baby today..

Tough day..

First, sis asked me to take care of her business while she’s gone.. I got there only to realize that she gave me the wrong key… sigh…

So here I am at home moping around feeling blue.. ma jus made me clean out the crisper and since I had nothing to do I did so without even starting an argument..

Things have changed around the house.. it’s just amazingly clean for starters.. all the drafting stuff that I left in the living room were all gone by the time I got home.. they have begun putting up decors for the holiday season..

Perhaps my parents have started to feel that their kids are finally starting to settle down on their own.. We’ve all been particularly busy with our own little lives.. Slowly but surely, we’re leaving the comfy nest and drifting farther and farther apart.. Talk about the emptiness stage..

It’s a good thing however, that my bro, ken, is going to have a baby.. at least they’ll have a grandchild soon.. surely our soon-to-be nephew/niece would be spoiled rotten.. I also realized that it is a miracle that they are having a grandchild this early.. jay wouldn’t probably start having kids till his 30’s.. with gej.. it’s questionable..

I’m sure however, that they wouldn’t have one from me.. hehe..
time to call my baby..

later.. =)

sembreak's been great and i haven't been home for quite some time. been staying at a friend's house in bf for mor dan a week now and it's been great.. it keeps me from distractions and worries that i don't want to bother myself with... gej's board exams are coming up in 2 days and i can feel her fear.. i have been dogsitting muffy for her ever since my break started.. here's what ive been doing for the past 2 weeks:

1. wake up in the morning
2. open the door for gra2
3. cook
4. give muffy a bath
5. take a bath
6. eat
7. eat some more
8. watch infomercials
9. watch dvd's
10. eat again
11. say bye2 to gra2
12. internet
13. watch some tv
14. take a shower
15. sleep

dis week i also went to see chi and whamos (congratulations for passing the board..tnx for the treat) so there.. i've been spending each day wid gra2 and its been great..

this morning, by surprised me by showing up.. someone was tugging at my arm and there she was..with flowers and chocolates.. now dats really sweet.. she rode her bike to get to me.. so damn sweet.. i can't get over it.. i'm still so in love ... =)

sis, chons and i went to mass then grabbed something to eat at a veneto where we also met up with a client.. sheesh i ate 2 slices of pizza.. 3 pieces buffalo wings, some fries and a humongous burger that was really really tasty...

right now.. im doin the CAD drawings of the spa my sister's working on.. its not yet done so i have to go for now.. il blog some other time..