soulsearchin'

I am back at chon’s place for the day.. it’s nov. 1, my grampa’s 10th death anniversary..

I got home yesterday and slept the entire afternoon cause I was sick for a day or two.. the last thing I wrote about was about us leaving the house and all that shit and just the other night I got a text from my mom saying that it’s probably best if she’d just sell the house since nobody was interested to live there.. being the prodigal daughter that I am, I just reversed the story and made them look like irresponsible parents.. First of all, they had no idea I was burning with fever and I calmly replied that I have been sick for more than 24 hours and they weren’t home so nobody could look after me.. the following day, she called me up to say that they got home from our other home (this is confusing.. but our other house is in batangas) and was indirectly asking me to go home..

but where is home anyway? I haven’t felt at home in ages..

last night, I was with lala, ken, cecil and greg at figaro.. I brought muffy along since my sister was working her butt off here at chon’s place for the design of the spa she’s handling.. (actually im supposed to be helping her right now but I just might doze off like her if I don’t take a break..) so basically, I spent the evening with a lawyer, an architect and 2 advertising people..what did we talk about? we talked about our childhood, our stupid pasts, our plans for the future.. time flies by so fast..among the people I was with, two would be married to their partners in the next 4 months, the other two just hooked up and became a fresh couple… and then there’s me--- I’ve managed to realize one thing… love certainly is universal.. in a world where there are over a billion fingerprints, personalities and professions, two people can actually meet and fall in love..

anyway, I went home with a feeling of contentment at the thought of having a great partner in life.. so many people search far and wide for that one person they can spend their lives with.. and me? I’ve found that love exactly 3 years, 11 months, 1 week and 4 days ago..

so who cares if life at home sucks?
at least I’ve already found a home in another person’s heart..